The Fat Loss Times

Status update.

Lets give a quick synopsis of my life since June.

I have been dieting and working out enough that I have maintained my weight. I have stopped being such a scale whore but I average about 265 pounds. I will say that because I float anywhere between 260 and 270.

Why haven't I made any progress? That is a good question. One answer is that I have reacquired my love for Beer and Captain Morgan. Thats not that bad but I like to eat when I drink. This leads to eating complete crap when I should be sleeping. This leads to guilt which leads to me saying the two words that I love so very much (Fuck It!!!) which leads me to eat like shit for a few days until I clear my head and get back on the right course.

The other answer is painful to say but it is still true. When I first started losing weight I was under a lot of stress in my personal life therefore dieting seemed much easier. I had so much on my mind that dieting was easy. Staying home alone away from temptation was a blessing.

So now I am happier but with that comes temptation and sometimes I fight it and win and sometimes I eat everything in site. But I am not crushed that I have stayed about the same weight for awhile.

So whats my plan?

I plan on getting to 240 pounds and then go skydiving. See the weight limit for a tandem jump is 240 so this goal of 240 is something concrete. I reach this, I can do this....... This works well for me.

More to come....

Back after a long hiatus

Hello kind people...... I have chosen to come out of my personally imposed period of solitude. I vanished abruptly for a few reasons but none of them were acceptable.

The truth about why I suddenly stopped blogging is as simple as it is childish...... I stopped blogging because I knew someone in particular was reading it and I couldnt stand the fact that she had a window into my life and I no longer had a window into hers.

So like a 7 year old, I took my ball and went home.

I'm over that now and I feel like I can start anew.

And if you read this (and you know who you are) I hope everything is wonderful and I wish you well.

I will post more later about what I have been doing in the past few months.